Jxdn - Pray

Heaven only knows when I’m in hell

None of my friends can even tell

I wanna fucking die, but I never say it

Sick of getting high, but I do the same shit

I can’t even cry, so I try to fake it

I hate it



I pray to God, let me die in my sleep

I pray to God, let me die in my sleep

You’re as sick as all the secrets you keep

But the truth is, I don’t wanna be me

I pray to God, let me die in my sleep



Now I’m waking up and I’m not dead

Living off the words I know you said

I feel like I’m alive and I’m gonna make it

Maybe if I cry I don’t have to fakе it

I’m giving up my pain, so you can take it

I hate it